Bored

I'm really bored right now. I'm watching True Blood (2 episodes left til done with season 1). My iPod is syncing. No one is on facebook. Mom isn't home with dinner yet. lol. I haven't had downtime like this all week. I don't know what to do about it. lol. :) I probably should have napped or something. Oh well.

Song of the Day

Todays song is...

Why Wait by Rascal Flatts
I heard it for the first time the other day. It's the first single off of their new album which is going to be released sometime this year.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSmlc4PtgoY

Bad Taste

Fetishes

Song of the Day

It's been a while since I did a song of the day.

My Heart by Paramore
Some of the scenes in this video aren't from New Moon. I know I've seen the movie before though, I think it's one where she lives on a farm and crows take over. lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phpijKTjIy0

Flower

Tell Them

I'm sure that by now everyone has figured out that movies, shows, and songs really get me thinking. (by the way I'm writing this on my phone so please excuse errors). Well, tonight I watched The Last Song. Honestly it kind of bored me the first half. I was glad I had only rented it. As it went on though it improved. Until the end that is. When it made me want to cry. I didn't though, instead I started thinking about losing someone you loved. It doesn't have to be a parent, or even a relative, just someone you would do anything for.
Then I started thinking about losing someone before they knew how you really felt about them.
So tell them everyday how you feel. Scream "I love you" from the top of your lungs if you have to. So don't be afraid and quit waiting for the perfect moment that may never come. Get out there and tell them. I will if you do!

Keeping Up

I haven't been doing well this week with keeping up with my blog. A fair warning, I won't do well next week either.
Hang in there though, after that it should get back to normal pretty much.

Student Driver

Emotions

Being emotional sucks. I haven't been like this in quite a while. Now I realize how stupid and annoying I must have been. Today, it's just been one emotion after another. I woke up in a great mood. After work I was just bitchy and snapping at everyone. As the evening went on my mood improved. Then I was in a lovey mood. And finally, I was sad and crying... excuse me, my eyes were getting rid of the extra water I drank today. lol. Part of the sadness was because I realized I won't get to see Jeff as much as I'd like, but that's not really worth crying over. I'm just estatic that after 6 months I finally get to see him. That's the most important thing.
Mom says I'm still getting used to the BC and it takes time. I guess that once again I'll blame today on that.

Pop Rocks

So I decided to eat pop rocks with a sucker at 11 at night. When I'm still up at 2, someone smack some sense into me.

Declaration

Sex Ed

Rules

I'm kind of mad at myself right now. I realized tonight that I had let myself get my hopes up for Jeff coming home. Sure he will eventually but there is a possibility that it won't happen when originally planned. When I found that out, I got slightly upset. I quickly realized I had broken one of my new rules and am just mad at myself now. I suck at this stuff. lol

Oh and so I'm sick and wasn't feeling well earlier. I was really tired and decided to take a nap... at 4 in the afternoon. Now, I'm not tired. :(

Medical Afflictions