It's A Bit Cold Out

Winter is upon us. It didn't get above 40 today :( I don't mind too much because winter means snow. The part I do mind is that it was in the 60s when we got back home on Sunday and yesterday was warm too. Now it's not. I was spoiled last week by my grandparents incredibly warm stove. Now I'm back to my 68 degree house and have cold hands and feet. Anyone want to cuddle?

Nerves

Sometimes, I wonder why I get so nervous around guys. It even happens with guys I've known for a bit. Put me in a room with just me and him though and I start to say stupid stuff or nothing at all. I'm sure that probably changes guys opinions on me. Just hang with me for a bit though... It gets better. Lol.
It's a crazy busy week so I prob won't post much.

Beautiful Virginia

Good morning!
I'm in Virginia now. We got here yesterday evening. Honestly I'm sick of being in a car but we rarely do this anymore so I'm making the best of it. The views of the country side alone make it worth it. Oh how I've missed the east coast. Back home we don't have anything that is as old as what we have here. For example, Culpeper court was founded in the late 1700's. I wish we were here longer so I would have the chance to visit some of my favorite battlefields and scenic views. Not to worry though, just the views overlooking the field and woods will tide me over for now. I'll post a pic when I get back home.

An Adventure

It's Saturday morning and we're currently resting in the truck at a rest area. The fog is getting thicker and everyone is sleeping but me. I've always had a hard time sleeping in a car but cram me in the back seat and stop the truck and there is no way I'm even trying. My legs are asleep and my butt is numb but once we start going again we only have about 2 hours left. We didn't stop for the night in St. Louis. We did have an adventure though. About 100 miles into the trip the drivers side tire on the car dolley blew out. And I mean it blew out. Hey guess what... The spare was flat. We unhitched the dolley and went off to find some air. Then we had to back track almost 10 miles to finally get to a ramp to turn back around. We get back to the car and dad can't get it up enough to get the jack under it. So we had to hitch it back up and go from there. The whole ordeal set us back about 2 hours and left us with no spare tire.
Thankfully we were all able to joke about it all later in the night.
Oh and guess what... I even drove the truck pulling the dolley and car at some point on this trip. :) Just another thing I can add to my driving accomplishments. Lol

Thanksgiving Vacation

Today is the day. My vacation finally starts. In under an hour we should be on our way North. As a northerner, I'm so freaking excited!! I probably won't post much. No wifi at my grandparents in Virginia.
Have a great Thanksgiving everyone!!

Moving On

Yesterday I took another step towards moving on. I needed to do it a long time ago but couldn't let go. To some it may seem small, but you have to remember that it was a long distance relationship. Pictures were a big part of it all. Anyway, I deleted all but 2 pictures I had on my phone of him. Sure I will probably always care for and have feelings for him but they won't be the same or a's strong. I'm excited for the next step in my life. For my next relationship. I've learned a lot over the last 4 years. I've grown a lot over that time too. I know what I want with my life now and this time it is realistic... I think.

Spring Break on the Mind

Dearest friends,
I have decided that I want to go somewhere for spring break. I was thinking of somewhere on the east coast but probably not a crowded Florida beach. I'd love to go to D.C. But I'm sure no one else will want to spend a week in there. If anyone wants to join me and has ideas I'm totally open to anywhere. :). Let me know!!
Love Always,
Sami

Stress, Work, and Vacation

I am so ready for vacation. I'm sick of work and sick of school. When I get back I am seriously looking for a new job. Last night I had a dream that I got fired because I lost it. I can have a temper at times and I'm so sick of bullshit and drama. Well a customer was asking retarded questions on the phone and I was getting annoyed so I started yelling at them and through the phone. Um... Ya that can't happen in real life and if I'm dreaming about work causing me stress then it's obviously causing me too much stress in real life.
Stress is something I need to learn to control better. I'm 20 and have the stress of a person with a professional job and family to support. At this rate I won't live long enough to have those things. So my New Years goal (yes I know it's early) is going to cut my stress level by t least half. Haha let's see how long that lasts though.

Dancing

In Honor of my dancing last night. lol

Farm Girl

Today's song is....

Farm Girl by Joanna Smith.
To be 100% honest I feel like this song describes how I was when I was younger. I truly was a farm girl. Hell, I'd never lived in a subdivision until I moved down here. I bottle fed calves, rode 4-wheelers, was in 4-H, counted cows, collected eggs, and everything else you can think of. I've become kind of citified since I moved to Arkansas (pretty funny since I always though AR was just farms). Well, I get to go back and spend a week on the farms next week and I couldn't be more excited. It's time for some tractors, dirt, and fishin'!!

http://youtu.be/_HmUUPT3-0g

Been A Long Time

So I've been slacking again with my blog. Sorry all. I can't even promise that I'll do better. I doubt that I'll post while on vacation next week. I'll try to get a good one up before I leave though. Maybe something deep. I don't know though. We'll have to see what comes to mind whenever I do it. :)
I've had the best week so far. Last night my friends and I all went to Aaron's apartment for an early Thanksgiving dinner. OMG it was fun. I haven't just relaxed and been myself like that in I don't even know how long. It shouldn't take that for me to be myself though. So last night gave me a new goal. Be Me and not worry what anyone else thinks. I mean for Pete's sake, I professed my crush to Aaron. LOL Anyone who knows me knows that, that was out of character. But I'm tired of sitting on the sidelines and just crushing without doing anything. So from now on, that's going to become the norm. I already can't wait until the next time we all get together. It's going to be a blast.

Google

Where are you?

Can someone please just realize what a catch I am! Stop falling in love with my friends and look at me. I want a chance. I promise I'm not always this shy. I'm just a little scared right now. I haven't had to really flirt for like 2 years. I'm really rusty and nervous. I'm really dorky. I don't want to hide that, just find someon that loves it. So where are you??

Phones

Thanksgiving Poem