To Hear Your Voice

Hello World!
Ok, so more like Hello 4 people who read my blog. lol
I really don't know what I'm going to write about tonight. I kind of just feel like writing. Iwas sick today. I skipped biology to come home and try to sleep it off. Only I got home, ate lunch, and layed down to nap when I got a text from my boss saying that I work today. Oops. Guess I should have checked.
I kind of really wanted to talk to Jeff tonight. Actually, it's more like just wanting to hear his voice. I think it has to do with not feeling well but I'm not sure because I have been missing him a lot recently. It's really late though and I don't think I will hear from him. I could always just hit Robert's, the teddy bear's, arm. It's just not the words I really want to hear.
I have work in the morning. Not til 10, but I guess I should probably still go to bed. Sleep is the best way to recover afterall. I don't know what I have. I'm feeling better so at least I have that going for me. Hopefully I wake up in the morning back to normal. We shall see.
Until Next Time

Tomorrow is Another Day

I believe I promised a longer entry tonight. I'm not quite sure what I'm going to write about yet but I figure I'll just let it flow and we'll see where it goes. :)
I'm not really feeling better today. I still have no fever but I keep having problems breathing. I feel like I can't get enough air in. It sucks big time. I thought I was having an asthma attack at first. I haven't had asthma since I was 11 though. Now I kind of think that maybe it's just that I'm still sick even though I don't want to admit it. Perhaps it's moved down, to my chest. Oh joy. :) Ok, I'm done bitching about being sick.
I have no drive today. I'm sure it is because of the above (I didn't say the word). I so need to put away some clothes and straighten my room. It hasn't happened. It won't happen tonight now that Army Wives is on. Speaking of Army Wives, so far this seems like an episode that I can't relate to. FINALLY.
I'm not doing a good job at not emailing Jeff. I wanted to wait a few days before I emailed him. Haha, that was a joke. Today was email number 2. The first one shouldn't count because I was under the influence of Mucinex. It made me VERY emotional. I missed him VERY much. It's pretty much normal now. I mean it's as normal as it can be for the situation. A situation which has just added even more confusion onto it.
Anyway, I know no one truly wants to read all of this crap so I will spice up my blog a bit more from now on. I'm off to find a joke or something.

Strength

I can be strong. I will be strong. This is only because I am sick. I will resist emailing you already. I can do this. I'm going to wait til the day I decided to email you. This really sucks by the way. Why is it this hard? Is it just because I'm sick? It's not even like we've been talking a lot but it feels that way. I admit that I miss you and that this is really hard. The whole thing is. I'm still crazy confused about everything. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel or what I'm supposed to do. I'm open to any advice. I guess for now this will be outlet. I'll write here everytime I want to write him. Be prepared.

Sick Still

I don't really know what to write about. What I'd love to be able to write about will have to wait a few days. It's ok though because that will give me more time to think about it all. I'll get my thoughts together and figure out what needs to be said on here and what needs to be written elsewhere.
I got my new phone today. I'm officially a member of the iPhone club. Woot Woot. I've downloaded words with friends, so add me. Polishgirlinar.
As for anything I can think to write about, well it will have to wait. Right now I'm about to become good friends with a bottle of Nyquil. My allergies are still crazy and my headache is worse. :( But hey, I'm still going strong. I'm just a little more irretible than I'd like to be.
Until Next Time.