As I sat in Biology today, learning first about cancer then about sex and finally about genetics; I wondered well.... a lot of things. I decided to share.
1.) Jeff, just in general.
2.) Jesse's great run on his PT test this morning... congrats!!
3.) OMG... I have cancer. You'd have to know me to really understand this one.
4.) How when you eat an apple or orange you are eating an ovary (learned that today).
5.) The Air Force once again crossed my mind. I think it'd have a lot to off, I just don't know if I could do it courtesy of my knees.
6.) "Me are sperm machines." Yes, this is the type of stuff my BIO teacher says. Another great quote of the day was "I'm never going to be a Golden God."
7.) Halloween and what I want to do. I really want to party and go out. Oh or someone could just throw a Halloween party. I'd go to that too!! :)
8.) The fact that the instructor was sick, could barely talk, and still wouldn't release us early.
9.) I don't have any fun apps on my phone... suggestions??
10.) My belly ring was kind of sore and I thought of doing a salt soak when I got home (which I did).
Haha. Yes, this is a general day in biology for me. My mind is everywhere but where it should be. Maybe that explains why this is my second time taking biology. No worries though, there won't be a third time.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
Here Without You
Today's song of the day is...
Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
Heard it in a store today and just been stuck in my head since.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q
Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
Heard it in a store today and just been stuck in my head since.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q
Wondering
Quite often I sit around wondering what has become of my life. It's not a horrid thing just a change. I've always known what I'm going to do. I'm a researcher, a planner. It's who I am. Now I don't know. Maybe that's a good thing though. For now I will try not to worry about it. Haha, me not worry? I know, that's crazy.
Right now I need to be worrying about well, 1.) My computer class that I'm sitting here in and 2.) My psych test that I haven't even started on yet. Yikes because it's due next Tuesday. I'll finish it though, just in the style of a procrastinator.
Right now I need to be worrying about well, 1.) My computer class that I'm sitting here in and 2.) My psych test that I haven't even started on yet. Yikes because it's due next Tuesday. I'll finish it though, just in the style of a procrastinator.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Going In Blind P.O.D.
Today's song is...
Going In Blind by P.O.D.
I heard it the other day and loved it but couldn't remember the name so it had to wait til I could.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWo572wyWc4
Going In Blind by P.O.D.
I heard it the other day and loved it but couldn't remember the name so it had to wait til I could.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWo572wyWc4
Just to Get it Out
I don't understand at all. I don't understand how it can go from seeming so good. Like we were ok. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I don't what I can do.
I suppose here we are again. Back to one of those I miss you so much and don't understand. So I don't know what else to do besides blog. How can someone go from being so sweet one day, so caring to not knowing who to choose? How on earth can you not see what you're doing? You want her for the unknown basically. When you sit there and name 10 things about me that I would give anything to find in someone of the opposite sex? Characteristics that you rarely seem to find all in one person anymore. Obviously you have to be bored with me. But if that's the case then what, in a year won't the same thing happen with someone else? I mean it's another long distance relationship. I give it my all. I treat you better than I probably should.
Someone said to me that if you truly cared for or ever loved me then why would I be in this position? I don't think that you get it. I told you that everyone has these choices at some point. Everyone is faced with the what if I had done _____? or what if I had gone out with ______? Eventually you forget about it. You go with one and you give it your 100%, you never look back. If you do, then all you're going to ever have are regrets. You can't live with being obsessed with the what if situations because there are a million of them and they'll always be there. Anything can be turned into one. So stop it! Stop being such an idiot and choose. I can't take it anymore. The everyday battle with myself. Trying not to get attached again just in case you choose her and leave me. Trying not to think about the fact that you could call me tonight saying that we're really through now and that our break is over and isn't ending how I had hoped it would.
I don't want it to at all though. You've been my friend for 4 years and we've dated for 2. I can tell you anything and you know EVERYTHING about me. I swear I think you even understand what I mean when I don't understand it myself. So there it is. My vent. Stuff I said to you last night and things that I've thought of from venting to friends. I don't want to be mad at you forever. I just want to be able to be Sam and Jeff again. I want to be able to smile and laugh when I talk to you, spoil you with care packages, and hear about your day. I want you to choose me for me though. I don't want to be in this same position in a few months. Don't ask me why, but for some crazy reason I still miss you and I still want you. After all I've been through the last couple of months that seems to surprise everyone, including myself at times.
I know this was all kind of pointless since you won't see it, but at least it's out there now.
I suppose here we are again. Back to one of those I miss you so much and don't understand. So I don't know what else to do besides blog. How can someone go from being so sweet one day, so caring to not knowing who to choose? How on earth can you not see what you're doing? You want her for the unknown basically. When you sit there and name 10 things about me that I would give anything to find in someone of the opposite sex? Characteristics that you rarely seem to find all in one person anymore. Obviously you have to be bored with me. But if that's the case then what, in a year won't the same thing happen with someone else? I mean it's another long distance relationship. I give it my all. I treat you better than I probably should.
Someone said to me that if you truly cared for or ever loved me then why would I be in this position? I don't think that you get it. I told you that everyone has these choices at some point. Everyone is faced with the what if I had done _____? or what if I had gone out with ______? Eventually you forget about it. You go with one and you give it your 100%, you never look back. If you do, then all you're going to ever have are regrets. You can't live with being obsessed with the what if situations because there are a million of them and they'll always be there. Anything can be turned into one. So stop it! Stop being such an idiot and choose. I can't take it anymore. The everyday battle with myself. Trying not to get attached again just in case you choose her and leave me. Trying not to think about the fact that you could call me tonight saying that we're really through now and that our break is over and isn't ending how I had hoped it would.
I don't want it to at all though. You've been my friend for 4 years and we've dated for 2. I can tell you anything and you know EVERYTHING about me. I swear I think you even understand what I mean when I don't understand it myself. So there it is. My vent. Stuff I said to you last night and things that I've thought of from venting to friends. I don't want to be mad at you forever. I just want to be able to be Sam and Jeff again. I want to be able to smile and laugh when I talk to you, spoil you with care packages, and hear about your day. I want you to choose me for me though. I don't want to be in this same position in a few months. Don't ask me why, but for some crazy reason I still miss you and I still want you. After all I've been through the last couple of months that seems to surprise everyone, including myself at times.
I know this was all kind of pointless since you won't see it, but at least it's out there now.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Home
Oh why, Oh why must I miss you so?
I can't wait to see you again,
Even if it will only be for a couple of days
I'd gladly take that over not all.
Now you just need to hurry home. :)
I can't wait to see you again,
Even if it will only be for a couple of days
I'd gladly take that over not all.
Now you just need to hurry home. :)
Friday, September 24, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I wrote this in Bio and am posting it now
It's been a busy past few days. I haven't been on here much and when I have been it's been from my phone or a school computer. Currently, I'm in biology. I have completely lost interest. I blame the instructor for telling us he was going to give us every question on the test in class on Thursday. He also said he didn't expect any of us to get today's lecture. So as I look around there are 2 people that are asleep, 1 person drawing, and 5 or 6 people on their phones.
I really didn't want to get up this morning. I almost fell back to sleep after my second alarm. I wish I could have, but I have Friday off of work so hopefully I will sleep in then. Psychology was soooo boring. He freaked me out by talking about his tests (which we have the first one of on Thursday). We are graded against each other. Every question is made so only 50% of the students gets it right. OMG someone help me!! Ratemyprofessor.com made him seem really easy and fun. Haha, whatever!!
Biology is always boring. I've tried every trick in the book to make myself pay attention. So far, no luck. I'm sure part of it is that this is my second time taking the class. I'll make it through it though. At least I know the majority of people end up with an 'A' in his class and I'm not competeing against everyone else.
I really didn't want to get up this morning. I almost fell back to sleep after my second alarm. I wish I could have, but I have Friday off of work so hopefully I will sleep in then. Psychology was soooo boring. He freaked me out by talking about his tests (which we have the first one of on Thursday). We are graded against each other. Every question is made so only 50% of the students gets it right. OMG someone help me!! Ratemyprofessor.com made him seem really easy and fun. Haha, whatever!!
Biology is always boring. I've tried every trick in the book to make myself pay attention. So far, no luck. I'm sure part of it is that this is my second time taking the class. I'll make it through it though. At least I know the majority of people end up with an 'A' in his class and I'm not competeing against everyone else.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Bored and Hungry
Good Morning!
I'm sitting in my computer class incredibly bored right now. We're going over a pretest for our test on Wednesday. I already got a 95% on it and we went over the questions I missed so now I have nothing to do. Well, nothing but blog of course. Oh and facebook and email Jeff. lol. What I really want is to get out of here so I can run across the street before my next class and get some food. I'm hungry.
I had a pretty good weekend. I saw the movie Easy A on Friday and went bowling with friends yesterday.
I think I may be getting ready to leave class. Woot Woot!
I'm sitting in my computer class incredibly bored right now. We're going over a pretest for our test on Wednesday. I already got a 95% on it and we went over the questions I missed so now I have nothing to do. Well, nothing but blog of course. Oh and facebook and email Jeff. lol. What I really want is to get out of here so I can run across the street before my next class and get some food. I'm hungry.
I had a pretty good weekend. I saw the movie Easy A on Friday and went bowling with friends yesterday.
I think I may be getting ready to leave class. Woot Woot!
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