Chase Commercial

12:06 A.M. hmm... I don't know what to say. It's been a long day, even though I didn't do much. I went to work for 3 hours then to the movies with Zan. I guess it's just because I haven't been sleeping well. It's no big deal though. Hopefully tonight I sleep better. I'm thinking of taking a Melatonin and Valerian Root. The two usually knock me out and keep me out. Worse happens is I fall asleep on a raft in the pool tomorrow. Oh darn, that would be a shame. lol
So I just saw a Chase commercial. Um, wow! I can garuantee you that if I had just gotten married, I would not be sitting in the bed in my dress still and taking pictures of checks with my phone to deposit them then. Just sayin. Priorities!! lol
Haha. Night everyone.

Sleepy Work

I can't sleep. I actually haven't tried to yet but that's beside the point. I think my neighbors are having a hump day party (not the reason I'm still up). I just want to say awesome! lol. You know those days when you just don't want to go to work? I can already feel that tomorrow is going to be one of those days. I don't really know why. I'm only working 3 hours, I'm just dreading it for some reason. Everyone has those days though.
I really do need to sleep. I haven't slept well in a while and it's starting to get to me. Not to the point where I'm emotional because of it but to the point where I have a stupid headache because of it. :( Eventually though right? haha. Sleep when I'm dead.
As for now, I'll keep watching this episode of South Park. Then it's off to try to sleep for me. I've got work from 10-1 tomorrow. Then off to the movies with Zan.

Payday

I'm not tired yet but am forcing myself to go to bed. I have to open in the morning and after staying up so late last night I'm sure it will be hard to get up. I've got work til 2. Almost 8 hours, that was supposed to only be 3. But hey, ITS PAYDAY!! Always an upside of some sort. Just have to find it. :)
I'm about to take a melatonin and hopefully pass out soon. Goodnight all. Sweet dreams and don't let the bed bugs bite.

Lap Dance and Clubbing

Last night I went to a club with Emily end some of her friends. They were all incredibly nice and I enjoyed getting to meet new people. As for the club, well I've decided I am not a fan but if invited again I would probably go. I don't know anymore. There would have been a time that I would have danced with any man who walked up behind me. I would have gotten nervous at first but enjoyed the attention. lol. Now, it felt wrong. It felt like cheating. I know it's stupid, we're taking a break, I'm single but I did say that this is not a date other people break. But dancing isn't dating, dancing is nothing more than a bit of bumping and grinding. lol. By the way Emily, I would gladly dance with you again and make all those boys drool. ;)

So I really enjoyed the people watching at the club. Um wow, ok so I like to think of myself as being in decent shape but I don't think I'd ever wear hot shorts out in public. Just wanted to get that out there. I do know now that next time I go I need to wear my grey dress that's not appropriate for regular wear. lol. So now I'll just talk about the new people I got to meet... Betsy, I knew of her in high school. She was a year ahead of me. I am dressing more like her next time. Aaron, oh if I knew him better we would have had a talk about having a girlfriend but still making some of the comments he did about girls. He seems to be really nice and fun though. Jesse, was a gentleman. He was always close behind when I would suddenly leave the dance floor and go back upstairs to sit. Thanks for keeping me company and understanding. Tim, is a great guy but if he doesn't treat my Emily right he better watch out. 7 years of karate, that's all I'm saying. Oh and I have pepper spray... somewhere. And Emily, she cracked me up! She doesn't know it yet but she's going to most definitly be giving me some tips on lap dancing. I <3>
I wanted to be asleep by midnight, that didn't happen. At least I don't have to be to work til 11:30. One of these days I really will write about work. Some things are simply more important though. Things like friends and sleep. Without my friends I would not be making it through as easily as I am right now. Thanks for not letting me mope around the house and keeping me busy so I don't have time to be sad. And without sleep... I'd be dead.
Until Next Time

Praying for a Sign

So the concerts were great. I saw Zac Brown Band and Tim McGraw on Tuesday and REO Speedwagon and Barenaked Ladies last night. I also heard that Jamie Fox was at the Pleasant Grove Walmart last night and I know someone who checked in Mariah Carey. Shareholders should enjoy them tomorrow.

I started work today. I'm absolutely exhausted. I couldn't fall asleep last night and got woken up by a storm at 2 this morning. Sometimes I wish that I could just shut off my mind, then I would have had no problems falling asleep. Instead I sat up and prayed. Although I think I spent more time apologizing for not praying more often, seeming selfish in my prayers, and so on. I prayed for a sign. A sign so I would know what was what. To know what to do and how things will turn out. I had a dream, I don't know if it was my sign or not. If it was, I only hope that someone else receives the same type of outcome, a sign saying it's the thing that should be done. Of course I still don't feel at ease that's what makes me question if it was the sign I asked for or not.

Anyway, I don't think I can really write much more right now. If I do, well it would just be all of my feelings pouring out and I'm sure no one wants to read that. :) If I write again tonight I'll probably write a bit more about my first day. Of course, I just hope I can fall asleep earlier and at ease tonight.

Until Next Time.

Sleep

Oh sleep, how I miss thee! In the last few weeks sleep has been a stranger to me. There seems so always be something aiding the trouble I already have falling asleep. I usually go through spells where for a couple of weeks I have some crazy insomnia. I'm generally able to get through with some melatonin and valerian root. If that doesn't work, then well I'm just grumpy and you should stay away. Recently, a lot of other things have been adding onto this. The stupid arthritis in my knees has been acting up. Every time I lay down, the pressure on my knees is really bad and I can't get comfortable. I've also had A LOT to think about the last 2 weeks. That doesn't help especially since it comes on at night... stupid insecurities.

Some, very lucky, people have no problems with sleep. I was actually one of these people at one point in time (pre-senior year of high school). For example, Jeff fell asleep while we were on the phone tonight. Trust me I don't hold this against him at all. For starters that was me in high school. I would always fall asleep while we were talking (oh how the roles have reversed). I'm actually jealous and wish it had been me. My brother is another person who didn't have problems falling asleep tonight. Mom knocked on his door about 10 and he was apparently out already.

Speaking of mom, she also has problems sleeping. Could it be genetics?? I think there's a strong chance there actually because my pawpaw has issues with sleep too. Stupid Mullins curse I say. Well, genetics is annoying me at the moment. I have huge bags under my eyes and am getting to that grumpy stage. Sleep, please find your way to me tonight!

By the way I suggest Meet My Mom on the Hallmark channel. I just turned it on because it has Lori Loughlin in it and well, nothing else was on. It's ended up being a good movie.

Until next time.